“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life… You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ or ‘how very perceptive’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love. ”—~ The character “Rose Walker” in The Sandman #65 (via josh-trottier)
Why is my work life so oddly epic? And my love life fucktardville?
My. Life. Is. FUCKING WEIRD!
Seriously people? The freaking power goes out not once, not twice but THREE TIMES!!! at work tonight, so we all stare in wonder as a shopping cart beats up a car repeatedly. Yah, we’re just THAT cool. But OF FUCKING COURSE! the power comes back, and we resume our usual epicocity that is running a drug store. :3 Meanwhile, the sweetie pie that I have an uber love/hate relationship with is all cozy at home watching sappy love story movies (yes! Finally a guy that isn’t afraid to admit he watches them!!! If only….) I’m just gonna come out and say…WHY MUST MY LOVE LIFE BE SO CRAPPY?!?!?! Ok…yah…I’mma shut up now…
My mind is running empty In the search for someone else Who doesn’t look right through me. It’s all just static in my head Can anybody tell me why I’m lonely like a satellite?
'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut Sending SOS from this tiny box And I lost all signal when I lifted up Now I’m stuck out here and the world forgot Can I please come down, cause I’m tired of drifting round and round Can I please come down? </3